Saturday 27 August 2016

二.

还有五天
又是新生活
第二年也是最后第二年 会过得如何呢?

加入了PM FSKPM
回去又是一堆门面宣传
拍照 买贵衣服 努力搞活动
management要求的一切
下面的我们拼死拼活都要做到

早点适应社会生活也好
说不定比起外面的
这还算弱爆了

以前回去没什么感觉
就觉得是份内事 回去过这不怎么舒适的生活
这次 有不一样
小心臟怪怪的
说不出的怪

是因为这次的假期太放肆了吗
去了泰国
去了周周演唱会
去了怡保不止一次
去游了槟城
之前想去还没去的都去了
escape park, corgi, resort stay......
过着单身却一堆朋友疼爱的生活
写意啊

还剩五天的时间收收心
把头发剪掉 严肃地面对该承受的负担 会好吗?
警惕着自己 为了不留遗憾而扛下的担子
多么累 也要坚持下去
一年而已 不难的 对不

Thursday 28 July 2016

吴子云

最近看了一部电影
一部预告没有引起我很大共鸣的电影 《六弄咖啡馆》
但是我还是看了 没有后悔的看了

这是一部值得深思的电影
没有轰轰烈烈的爱情
有着无法散去的遗憾
我领悟到的 不是爱情
更多是兄弟情 友情
这仿佛跟我们的人生对比 写实多了

从小学爱看爱情小说
省钱是看言情小说
中学被介绍九把刀
到今天 我认识 吴子云
但不是藤井树

看完《六》 被告知电影演得不是全部
小说迷的我 当然不甘心
来来回回的几天 就为了借到大众卡
找《六弄》

努力的在文学小说区域找
照着藤井树这号人物
找呀找的 还是没找到
被一本叫《暗社工》的小说吸引了
作者是吴子云

忍不了买小说的隐 一次买了四本
是时候陶冶读书性情了
暂时放弃《六弄》

回来翻了翻《暗》
恍然大悟的发现
吴子云就是藤井树
自嘲地笑了笑 翻了翻
发现 这是第一本以吴子云这个名字发行的小说

藤井树我挺熟悉的
很常看到 书名也不陌生
但没读过他的小说
比起九把刀的非现实生活剧情
藤井树写的爱情故事吸引不了我

如今没听过吴子云这号人物的我
因为要找同样名为藤井树的他
买了吴子云的第一本小说

藤井树专写爱情故事
而吴子云不写
但看过《六》 我相信藤井的书也绝对精彩
不过以前我却一次都没冲动地买下任何一本他的书

我不认识吴子云
但却冲动地买下比其他小说稍贵的它
因为看过封面短短两行字就让我买下的它

我从而发现 原来爱情故事真的吸引不了我
以前一群人一起追九把刀
所有人都对《等一个人的咖啡》赞不绝口
唯独我不记得小说内容
老实说 到现在都不记得
也没重读的冲动

唯独我
对于《精准的失控》久久不能释怀
不久的将来 应该要在读一遍

或许从那个时候开始
我就应该理解
我不爱看文学爱情小说
可能我没谈过恋爱
那种平淡感 我理解不了




Tuesday 5 April 2016

The Schizophrenias

There were 2 cases happened within a month.
"xiao deng pao", a cute little 4 years old kid, killed by a person with schizophrenia cruelly by "chopped" down her head in front of her mum in Taiwan.
Another case which happened in Penang island, somewhere i familiar with, an uncle killed by another person with schizophrenia when having dinner with his wife.

The people and the social media asked.
Why can't the law do something on them?
Why the government banned death penalty?
There must have a law to do with those Schizophrenias!

People...
Many of you understand that we need to appreciate our food, our love, our health.
Those are things we should not take for granted.
but..
Other than cancer, HIV, those genetic diseases
There are something called BRAIN DISORDERS
They may get it from their gene since the day they were born,
from traumatic accident
from unexpected injuries
Which we should must appreciate and feel lucky that we are not one if them.


SCHIZOPHRENIA
What a terrible term that no one can really understand if you are not one of them
They showed no guilt
They didn't escape after they killed
They smiled and showed peace sign after they get caught
Yup..
These showed their inhumanity
Why?
Not because they born to be cruel.
Just because they are SICK

So have you ever think that what's the point you put them in jail?
what's the point they be condemned to death?
They will still smile and show no guilt
Why?
Because they are sicked
They wouldn't know what wrong with them even they are died
So, WHAT'S THE POINT?

They have to be cured
They need help
They don't know why are you see them that way
They don't know in our world that is a terrible act
They maybe don't even know they killed a people

It's no point i write this post as well.
I am not strong enough to save the world with this problem
I am not brave enough to set my dream to save those people
I am not knowledgeable enough to say that what i am writing is accurate.

Take some time to calm
And read every posts and words of  the mother of the victim in Taiwan
I hope peoples do consider what she mentioned
Stop listening to the social media and those celebrities
Save those who are sick
7.4 Billion people
Just even 10% of us show our love our care
The world will changed
I do really believe. =)

Friday 4 March 2016

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事隔了好久  我回来啦  tadaaa
已经sem2的第十二天了 好快快
距离上一篇是超级久的啦
本来想说现在已差不多适应的我  会不会就这样把这里荒废掉
果然 人活着 不顺心的事超级多
wifi connect不到 牺牲data都想发泄一下
wut zut arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

话说 期待着大学生活的活跃我
彻底对活动放弃了 不懂是没了你们  还是我真的不再适合了
对于以前超强大的背景 经验 那些不小心知道的人
应该对我很期待吧  但是  我跟你们 合作不了
对不起  第一次如此不负责任 我纠结了好久
还是自私了那么一回

我没办法理解你们的态度
那种我本来就不活跃的sleeping member
都会第一个到的道理
故意迟到 还是第一个到
那种开会说十点开始 变到十一点开始的态度
那种说得富丽堂皇 却没人实行的态度

硬下心来 pm了那位在complain为什么我从来不出声的那位
忐忑不安的等回复 被read了 两个可爱的蓝色勾勾
很好没有结果  继续wut zut roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

我也想过以前如此活跃的我  没借着如此的背景继续下去
resume会好看吗  interview被问到该说什么?
好吧 我还没想到
我也不懂如此的我对不对
我是不是可以就努力考得很好 学得很好 就那么去闯了
暂时没答案  但我想那么做 做些我想做的

一个人扛4 5个人的assignment也够累了
虽然其他人也何尝不是 哈
胡言乱语了

请允许我尽快知道该怎样做呗
让我放肆的在sem 2不要想太远
考得好 学得好 做个很棒的人

刘纯妤 好棒棒!